The Blog of chizzy100

The chronicles of Organic Growth.

Just woke today feeling blessed and energized I began having some reflections on my past, when growing up while trying to understand phases of life and what they offer. Growing organically might not be aesthetically pleasing always, it's crazy how we grew up with some lies the society had embraced, that we have to live our life's on a perfection pattern, where as the instigators ain't close to perfect. Just like when a child does something wrong, he should be corrected not abandoned like a nobody.

We we're blindly following a delusion that life is full of perfecto Principe, meaning perfect principle and works especially in the society I grew up in. We assumed life has to be perfect, aesthetically pleasant just a deceitful most social media life's present itself. Like the Instagram and Tiktok clips on how almost everyone is perfect, where as they're many fakes on the internet today. Life doesn't have perfection, it only knows progression. I hope this sticks in those reading through.

I can't tell ho many people has fallen into this fake life's trap on rushing, to see immediate glow up, immediate success forgetting there's nothing like a shortcut to success and progress. We must grow organically, naturally and Time must tell.

So Flow at your pace. Every human beings has that natural exhaustion spirit in every beginning phase because it's always messy, difficult and awkward. It happens to me too. Anytime I start something new, there is this thought of " how quick and fast can just be good at this", skipping to the part where perfection is taking place. Then Neglecting that life is in stages and demands progress.

There's a philosophy that I had to make stick in my head that "I can't just magically know a thing and be good at it immediately. I've to start, learn, practices, unlearn and relearn, all these are PROGRESS. When trying out new things never be quick to admit you know everything about it.

I'm always scared of failure, scared of making mistakes, so I won't be laughed at. But that doesn't mean I never tried new things, doesn't mean I stuck at only what I previously know, I opened my mind for new things to be learnt. It's from mistakes I know what is genuinely right, it's from mistakes my realisation expands. Learn to tell yourself it's okay to fail, to be unprofessional, to be sentimental but it isn't okay to remain a failure and unprofessional.

Everything around me doesn't have to look good, I just have to make my mind and self look good. i allow myself to bloom with jumping process, never take pleasure of the overnight success ideology, when there's no work and discipline. And yes I'm still learning, I'm still growing and discovering. There's nothing like pressure, nothing like rush and quickie schemes.

I do always make myself understand that I might be late yes but I can never be denied as far its my time I will get it. This is called possible goals and an unbeatable vision.

All images are mine. I appreciate y'all for reading through.